Still here and kicking!
3:51 p.m. - 2008-08-25
Still here and kicking!
3:51 p.m. - 2008-08-25
Yes, I'm still kicking, folks. My internet was disconnected for a little over a week.
I have completed my eight weeks in my transformation. I weighed myself this morning, and I now weigh 188.5 pounds. That means I have lost 11.5 pounds. I am so proud of myself. Just 7.5 pounds, and I'll be down to 180.
I have been feeling good about myself lately. But I'm still feeling like I don't have the soul connection with another person. It really does feel like Hombre is just my roommate. I'm still lacking that intimate, passionate, loving feeling with him. I don't know what else to do about that. I want more, but I'm not sure how to go about getting it. From him or anyone else. I think for now I'm just going to concentrate on myself. Keep working on feeling better about myself on the inside.
There seems to be change in the air. A feeling of expectation, anticipation...like something is going to happen. I just hope that the change is good.
I will try to catch up with all of your diaries. I have missed you guys!
Have a great evening. It's beautiful here today. It makes my spirit happy.